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Varun from Lucknow trying to make my dream come true

Friday, September 02, 2005

And ankur was germinated....


I was thinking a lot these days and finally I decided to write something...

"""KGP is driving me crazy these days....not getting the feel of life...getting bored...same dumb lectures where ur physical existence is for the atendence or else u'll have to face nice!! results....then i decided to stop attending the lectures and the beard u can see in the pic was to make me look sick....but it didnt help...i started looking like some BHAI from UP.....things are moving but life isnt...thats why i have to try harder and harder"""

Actually these feeling were there deep dowm in my heart but spark turned to fire during my summer training...and the motivater was a great person named Dr.P.Srinivas...my project guide..he was like the sun...source of all form of energy...things started moving...lazy person who is there inside me and usually dominates was no where near me...even I was surprized for the strange behaviour...but it paid off and paid off very well...i did some gud amount of work during two months and that was the period where thoughts started germinating...ankur was born...it was the result with deep discussions with maalu and sudu...idea was to create demand for ourselves..the amount of knowledge we people had was definetely gud enuff to give competition to anyone and i mean that....

After coming back to the kgp things started materializing...we had meetings with our 3rd yrs of the dept....ppl were really excited and that was it...the moment...i took it personally...ankur is at the top most priority...iitkgp is going to encounter a grand event next year in march...i promise...

But the greatest problem is habit of slogging...I have become all together different person during our stay in kgp....the habit of sleeping during the semester and slogging in the end semesters is killing me...it seems that working continuously is difficult...but that is what required. This blog is going to remind myself that i can do it...those sleepy phase which kgp offers, i have to learn to defeat them...but end of the day, after writing this i realize that i am again feeling gud...reason is the brochure is ready and it has come out better than what i have expected...

I think i'll sleep well tonight.